Patience…again
This past summer I knew God was teaching me patience and to wait on Him. And I did. I prayed daily concerning my relationship with Matt. Waiting for Him to tell me what I needed to do. And when He told me, I neglectfully said good-bye. This was not easy. Apparently, that lesson in patience is not over. Another few months of patience and waiting are likely to occur again in the next few months. I guess I always thought that once you had learned the lesson, you would never have to deal with that sort of trial again. What I forgot is that the reason God teaches us things is so that we can continue to do them. The reason He taught me patience was so that I would know how to be patient in the future. So once again, I get to wait on God. I guess it all boils down to trust. If I would just trust God with my life, I wouldn’t have a problem with waiting quietly. So God, show me how to trust you. This is way too hard to bear.
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